Wednesday, 7 January 2015

Hurt.

Dear Galaxy,

Aku memang harapkan kau boleh jaga aku. aku dah bagitahu awal awal perangai aku Wild. aku dah bagitahu awal awal aku ni jahat. And tbh i also not interested with love things because i know im not Good at it af. Im not good. Im just a doll who pretend to know everything bout love.

Yes, kau tengok aku layan je kan dorang semua tu?
memang. memang i layan,
i layan semua sekeliling i ni 360 ni, SEMUA.
Tapi,
i may spend my time with them,
And please, no, i don't hate you.
I love you, A lot, if you Ask me.
I don't mind you tak sehandsome sekaya sehartawan se balalala dengan dia.
You are my guy,
and i love you, for who you are.

Pieces.

Assalammualaikum.

Pernah rasa tak bila kita sebernanya plan nak berkawan je tibatiba dengan tak sengaja kita Fall in Love?
Pernah tak rasa sakitnya hati bila kita teringat plan kita tu, tapi the other partner kita ingat relationship ni is a love relationship, no more best whatever friendship?
pernah tak rasa kita out of from the line yang kita buat?
pernah tak rasa Kita buli diri kita sendiri dengan cara kita Tak ikut janji kita and apa yang kita patut buat?

Landing on my bed,
watch the ceiling.
suddenly cried,
teardrops running down.
like a smooth river.
Because of nothing.

I knew it.
i knew that people in this world, cant even  face my attitude.
Except my beloved parents.
tu jelah yang boleh tahan perangai aku. segala attitude aku yang tah pape. yang cam ' orang gila ' ah senang kata en.
Cikgu aku kata, '' kamu ni ada masalah Emosi ''
Boleh dikatakan aku tak tahu siapa diri aku.
And my heart broke into pieces again and i pick it up. one by one.
I tried to glue it back but i can't.
its not the same.
everything's ruined. by, me.